September, October and November 2008 Energies We’re just at the tail end of a long lull period. We’ve continued to experience energy adjustments — I am beginning to like to call them ‘calibrations,’ continuing us along our path of preparation into the new energies. We’ve all been experiencing at one time or another some deep deep times of ‘not enough rest’ — even though we might sleep ad infinitum. One of Karen Bishop’s fortes that I really enjoy is her summation of physical sensations one might feel through this time. She recently summed them up again in her Energy Update at: http://www.whatsuponplanetearth.com/latest.htm As for energies we are headed into. I hope you rested up because September is looking/feeling a lot like June did — off the charts, but in an egg beater kind of way. We’re headed into exponential amounts of light (so, yes, more of the old resonance energies coming up — and Spirit is saying expect more than that this time — not sure what that means), and from where I sit now we are all going to be experiencing something in the realm of a lot of activity, chaos, things moving quickly and the like. If you set your calendar of events for September, be ready to have them turned on their ear. Although I’m planning on being at the Whole Expo in Durango and then visiting the Denver Gem and Mineral Show, I’m going to be really surprised if they all pan out as planned. I had planned on attending another show at the end of the month, but pulled out of that one. I had also been thinking about starting my psychic circle classes again for fall and maybe even a metaphysical networking event, but it feels like it’s going to get tossed like a good green garden salad. Hold on to your hats folks and get out those surfboards. Hang Ten! Towards the end of September, please consider staying closer to home. As for October, somewhere at the end of September and beginning of October there is something ‘BIG’ and the horizon gets dark. I’m not sure what it is or what it means, but it has the feeling of sailing along on the craziness of September and getting dumped out into something. And then we are ‘dealing’ – dealing with something much larger than any of us can imagine. Whenever I touch in here (which I try not to do), I feel nautious in my torso and sadness in my heart. There is something about October that reminds me of a scene in the movie “Indigo.” The grand daughter in the film (an Indigo) is traveling with a group of college students in a Subaru along an Oregon road in the forest. Along the way she says ‘BANG!’ and seconds later one of the car’s tires blows out. To me, we are traveling along the road towards October and I hear “BOOM!” and then something happens. (That’s all I got folks). Replaying back through a bit of August — I had an energetic phenomenon occur where Spirit wrapped me in mega amounts of energetic insulation and I could not ‘touch in’ like I normally do. It was disorienting suddenly to have my energetic arms gone and instead my energy went down, down, deep and far into the Earth. This went on for awhile to the point of distraction and then my own concern. Spirit wouldn’t tell me a whole lot, but I did get the feeling I was being insulated for my own protection. So, I will say this. If you are sensitive, high on the sensitive chart and you have this experience of energetic insulation (or disconnection or cocooning), please go with it. If what I sense is coming down the pike, those of us who have any kind of radar out could be really energetically impacted and potentially damaged with late September and October events. There are so many of us ‘sensitives’ on the planet right now for the coming time. But part of being sensitive is a double edged sword. You pick up on things (and that’s wonderful), but then ‘you pick up on things’ — and it can be a rewarding experience that is also very painful. Those of us who are higher on the sensitive charts, we may have to weather some pretty difficult energetic global energies — and survive through them. So, when/if the energy insulation comes in for you, don’t fight it. Go with it. You’re getting protected for your own good so you can deal with global energy outlets of grief, impact, energy release that might be going on. Also, please pay attention to your pets. Especially our more sensitive pets are feeling things so much more clearly than we are. They know. This late summer and early fall, my male cat Winston systematically spends days glued to me. This is fairly a-typical of him, so I know he’s feeling the energies and trying to tell me things. During these times, instead of brushing him off, I do my best to acknowledge him, talk with him and pick up on anything he might be trying to communicate. The times Winston and I have been successful in connecting, I feel his anxiety level drop. For many of us, the pets that are with us are much more than pets. They are what I’ve heard referred to as ‘medecine’ cats or dogs or ??? They are our four leggeds, but so much more. Please recognize them as such. And respect that they too choose to come here at this time to be with us through our journey. Please give them every ounce of respect and attention that they deserve. Their commitment to being with us through this time is a very large gift. As October progresses into November, things just feel downright tough. This is also the time of our Presidential Election and from what I can pick up on, the ‘potentials’ are really anyone’s guess. I’ve gone over some of them in past energy updates, so won’t reiterate except this — the picture we are looking at now could and very well is likely to completely and dramatically change. And the election I am being told is only the tip of the iceberg (no pun intended). So, the once total shining lights of September are gone and we are dealing with, again, ‘something far larger than any of us can comprehend.’ I suspect not knowing is a good thing or none of us would want to go there in the first place. It is our beginning steps in Bridge Time. Please be as ready as possible. Energetic Truths As sobering as all of the energies feel to me now from this vantage point, I’ve been having some magical energy experiences for the first time related to Bridge Time that I want to share with you all. But first, a little background: For the past year, I’ve seen the difficult things that we’re probably going to have to walk through during Bridge Time, and it hasn’t looked very pretty to me. Again, sobering. As like many women, to work things out in my psyche, I like to talk about them and bounce the realities of what I’m feeling off of others. But this (Bridge Time) has been a topic I’ve rarely been able to be candid about, much less talk about. I feel other’s walls go up and the ‘there she goes again’ feeling from them as well as the blank look of ‘what is she talking about?’ Occasionally I meet a soul here or there that is cued in to similar things that I’m seeing on the horizon too. In this trek of ‘seeing’ and trying to talk about it with others, I’ve experienced a maddening pattern of people consciously or unconsciously giving me the subtle lecture about ‘Look at the good things in life Dana.’ OI! Boy, do I come up for air on that one. It’s helped me realize a big energy dynamic in the way we all intuitively ‘read.’ The best way I can describe it is this: there is looking at the ‘good’ things in life (which is either really looking at and being grateful for the good things in life OR looking at the good things to avoid looking at the true things) — but there is also looking at the ‘energetic truths’ of what is occurring in life. (I’ve started writing about these with ‘living the convictions of your intuitive truth’ and ‘compelling self truth telling’ and ‘energetic truths’). Give me the choice between ‘good’ and ‘truth’ and I choose ‘truth’ hands down most of the time. It’s becoming common knowledge to the people around me that ‘You never know what you’re going to get out of Dana, but you always know it’s going to be true.’ (Or as near true as she can deliver). The bottom line is that had I only looked at the ‘good’ things in my life (especially to avoid what was real and true), I’d probably be dead by now or well on the way. I know that’s dramatic to say, but it’s the track I was living on until I woke up and looked at what was ‘true’ in my life and made changes accordingly. The bottom line is that the Energetic Truths I’ve embraced in my life have kept me alive and living a far better and richer life than had I chosen not to look at them. Are Energetic Truths easy to embrace? Not necessarily. Are they uncomfortable? Yes, much of the time. Are they valid? VERY. So, as I practiced psychically intuiting my own Energetic Truths, somehow I locked on to some variation of it concerning global energies. The Annual Circle The other concept that’s important to talk about is the annual circle track. This is nothing new, but conceptually it applies to how we experience energies through the year as a mass consciousness, as a globe. Imagine the calendar year as a circle that we travel along. As we complete the circles, they stack one on top of another. So that even though we are on the track of a certain circle, a certain year, we are connected fairly closely energetically to the year/s before at this same time and the year/s ahead at this same time. So, it makes sense as psychics, sensitives and intuitives that we are energetically experiencing the potentials of this year, but also the potentials of the closest years ahead (and behind). I suspect, that’s why this year, headed into this fall is feeling eerily like last fall except much more so. Along with the fall out that I was seeing last fall, I was also experiencing sensations of energetic skills I felt I ‘should’ have but didn’t. If you go back and read some of the Energy Updates from (I think in September/October), I talk about being frustrated that I couldn’t walk through closed glass doors, or send objects flying across rooms with the point of my finger. It made me feel like it would be normal for all of us to be living in the world of Yuri Geller type activities. Also, last year at this time (and I’m feeling it now again, except so much more so) I felt passionately ‘done’ with the old energy on the planet and the old systems. Living this way and the way I have since I arrived on Earth has felt painfully ‘backwards’ to me. I’m ready to live forwards — whatever that is. I frequently said to my Spirit Guides, “If it doesn’t start changing soon, get me off this planet!” I also said things like, “I came for a specific purpose and I’m ready to live that purpose — let’s get on with it! Otherwise, I want to go home.” I felt like an alien here and homesick for my real star system, planet and beings. Although this paragraph might easily come out of a science fiction novel, I surprised myself by how true it felt and still feels today. It helped me that as the year progressed, I’ve met other souls on this journey who also voiced the same feelings. I deeply believe it is taking enough of us on the planet to get to the critical mass of “God damnit, if it doesn’t change soon, get me out of here!” — for the shifts to continue to occur. (Hundredth Monkey, folks. Hundredth Monkey). Many Fish, Many Loaves So, lately for this year, headed into bumpy Bridge Time, I’ve begun to experience some new energetic truths wending their way up through the energy field of potential future years on this annual circle track that I’ve just caught some first glimpses of. They feel like what I’ve been referring to as the ‘Wild Card’ energy. For as things fall out, the Wild Card that we have this time is access to purer and purer potential filled energy than we’ve ever held before. It’s as though we’ll be able to manifest at more powerful and more powerful levels. (If you haven’t noticed, our manifestation capabilities are improving dramatically. What used to take lifetimes or years or months now is down to days and sometimes hours. Truly, pay attention to what you are consciously holding because you are much more easily able to manifest it. Especially be careful of others laying their manifestation consciousnesses upon you). So, within this realm of exponentially increased manifestation capabilities, it makes sense that as we loose the foundation of the old energy world, we hold the greater powers of 4D and 5D in the new energy world. Let’s segue dramatically to a Biblical story. Even though I went to Sunday school (Methodist), I didn’t really absorb too many bible stories. I was too busy silently questioning what they were trying to teach me. But one story that did stand out was Jesus feeding a crowd of people with only one loaf of bread and several fish. I could not figure out how he had done this and really didn’t believe it. Over the past ten days or so, this Bible story about Jesus feeding crowds of people with only one loaf and several fish keeps energetically appearing on my radar screen. And with it is the message from Spirit of: “Hold the seeds now of what you want to create in the new time.” To me, I sense this powerful ability we will be able to first energetically amplifying what we are holding and then manifest it physically into the material plane in multiple ways. We just might be able to multiply our loaves of bread and fish. (These manifestations have something to do with being more powerful the more we are in alignment with authentic self, Universal Truth, ect). So, at the time when we find ourselves in the greatest need, I believe we will gradually be handed, or close to being handed our greatest powers. There is a caveat that goes with this. The reason we so need to drop out of the mental/static energies of our head and move into the energies of our hearts through this transition is that our minds/heads are housed with the mechanisms of fear. Our heart holds the compassion and love. Whatever we amplify, it will be very important to drop as much of our lower resonances (thus all the mega energy purging so many of us have been doing over the past years) so as not to multiply those, and instead multiply and manifest that of our greatest compassionate dreams. So, even though it might be fearful to experience some of our old energy systems falling out, some of our systems transforming and some new systems completely manifesting into something new — we are and will be given the tools as we need them to live through this transformation. (This transformation has something to do with decentralizing a centralized system. Right now, all systems are centralized with few holding all the resources, power and money. What we’re about to experience is decentralization with power being handed back to the individual. It’s going to completely turn things on their ear for awhile and look like chaos. However, there is a rhyme and reason to all this – it’s about handing you your greatest choices, power and freedom. Each of us is going to have to step up to the plate and live each of our own individual truth’s to the best of our abilities). So, coming back to Jesus’ fish and loaves of bread. Jesus, the Jesus I know that I’ve energetically interacted with — and you can/are too. The Jesus that spent years in India and Tibet learning the gifts of the Masters. This Jesus did say to us, and I believe it — he said, “You can do all that I can do and more.” We have the ability to multiply our loaves of bread and our fish. He energetically left that pathway wide open for us. It’s time to follow and create it ourselves. It’s time for us to each hold the power of our Energetic Truths. The “Baby Bean”
The phrasing in the song has hung close around me for several days and I believe it to be true. The time we are headed into will require that we listen and watch more closely what our children are telling us (along with what plants, animals and nature is telling us). The children on the planet right now (and those coming) are old souls. Many of them are very well possessed individuals in little bodies. They have much to teach us now and in the new time. That being said, I didn’t know it was possible to begin to cultivate a relationship with someone prior to them arriving in your life. But this beginning journey with the Baby Bean is proving this to me. Not a week goes by without something (energetically) occurring in relation to the eventuality of my potential pregnancy. Many of these are very personal, but there are several that I know are important to share. The first is an incident that occurred when I was still questioning whether or not the motherhood message was true. Even though we can experience the most significant energy events, we’re human. We live in as much a physical plane as we do a spiritual one. We question, so confirmations (sometimes multiple confirmations) are very helpful. (Sometimes I wonder if Spirit gets tired of saying, “Yes, its true. Ding! Here’s another confirmation. When are the humans going to get it?!) This is a morning I put on knit top that Bob calls one of my ‘pregnant’ tops. (I had been guided into a TJ Maxx in Farmington, NM and came out with two new tops. When I arrived home and pulled them out of the bag, Bob gasped and said, “Oh my God, those are pregnant tops!” It hadn’t even occurred to me that’s what I had when I tried them on and bought them). Anyway, I was wearing one of them on a morning in July when I went out to do a few errands (the top has a Peace sign and Dove on it in water color greens). One of the first stops was to drop a few items at the Human Society Thrift Store. So, I did and on the drive around the side of the building, Spirit said to go in. So I parked, went in and was directly, magnetically pulled to the back corner of the store, right up to a gadget that turned out to be a half functional bottle warmer. I gasped a little and then looked up. One of those cheesy, cheap framed prints of Jesus was hanging right above me, glowing. I left the store all teary eyed. I spent the rest of the day energetically experiencing a very pregnant belly and then looking down only to find a flat stomach (and surprisingly feeling disappointed). That was my answer from My Guys Upstairs. The other story is a little more difficult to personify as it is very energetic. I had hoped that getting pregnant was simply a matter of getting pregnant. And I am being told, as I write this, that it is. But I am being walked through some steps I wasn’t expecting (they truly do give us what we need when we need it). Among the steps I’m experiencing has been a systematic process of energetically preparing and making energetic room in my energetic system for this baby. (Remember, babies develop in the energies of their mother’s root, sex and solar plexus chakras). So, among the steps, I’m being required to energetically dump more and more of old resonances, old beliefs, old protections connected to old wounds out of my system—especially those in my lower chakras. When the ancients called on me for this assignment, they told me I’d face life and death situations (which I wasn’t too cracked up to hear about). What it’s turning out to be is that I’ve had to dig up and purge what feels to me like very real ‘life and death’ situational energies out of my root, sex and solar plexus chakras anchored in my cellular memory. In essence, I’m having to deal face to face with the blueprint of energies that were set early on in my chakras (infancy and early childhood from my mother) so that I’m passing on as little of this as possible to the baby bean. From what I can tell, I’m being asked to stretch as energetically far as I can into higher resonances to make a place for a high resonance being to come through. (Not only do we biologically pass on our gene makeup to our children; we also pass on the emotional/psychological genes of our family make up as well. Several years ago I stared my Great Grandfather Peacock down in a picture and told him ‘the buck stops here. The emotional psychology you used to survive may have worked then, but it’s not working anymore and I’m not passing it along.’) I gave my word and I’m doing my best to dump the family Peacock, Newby, Sites and Judy strains of dysfunctional emotional psychology (otherwise known as family crap). Through these transitions, last weekend I experienced a really wonderful energetic moment. I’d spent two days on the road with two different women on two short different day trips. These are two women that I consider very wise and experienced. After being in each of their presences on two consecutive days, I was exposed to some pretty important energies, messages, and shifts. When I returned home at the end of the second day, I began to feel waves of old energies roll off of me. After about a series of five waves of energies leaving me through conscious breathing, crying (and a bit of yelling), I laid face down on my stomach and rested. As I laid there with all my insides reshuffling and shaping and regrouping, a gold/white colored energy and feeling came through my middle with a lot of healing and heat and warmth and an image lit up in me. It was as if I had a giant pea pod running from my heart chakra through to my root chakra and with the peas, the 'baby bean' was there poking his head out of the pea pod as if to say hello (kind of like a cute Anne Geddes baby photo).  Your contributions help support The Purple Phoenix Press.
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